{"id":754,"date":"2016-01-07T17:45:17","date_gmt":"2016-01-07T08:45:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/n8finch.com\/?p=754"},"modified":"2016-08-25T11:03:47","modified_gmt":"2016-08-25T02:03:47","slug":"this-week-ive-learned","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/n8finch2024.local\/this-week-ive-learned\/","title":{"rendered":"This Week, I’ve Learned… Your Best Isn’t Always Good Enough"},"content":{"rendered":"
They say: “when it rains it pours.”<\/p>\n
But it’s still a real bummer to get wet.<\/p>\n
Without being too explicit, I’ve tried really hard in some big endeavors over the past three to four months, and I’ve\u00a0received the feedback and results:<\/p>\n
There is fact and feeling swirling around in these sentences.<\/p>\n
Typically, I’m the first to be optimistic and hopeful.<\/p>\n
But this week I learn how limited and finite I am.<\/p>\n
I am not Superman. I am not the bomb. I might not even be the main character.<\/p>\n
This is a blow. This is several sustained blows.<\/p>\n
And, this was yesterday.<\/p>\n
Today, these feelings and truths are still there, but they’re beginning to dull.<\/p>\n
If acceptance is the final stage of grieving, I might be there.<\/p>\n
And, I may never accept the limitations, physical and mental, placed on me.<\/p>\n
I want to remain hopeful, change, and transform.<\/p>\n
But this is difficult to do in the face of crushing defeat.<\/p>\n
Maybe tomorrow…<\/p>\n
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They say: “when it rains it pours.” But it’s still a real bummer to get wet. Without being too explicit, I’ve tried really hard in some big endeavors over the past three to four months, and I’ve\u00a0received the feedback and results:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":790,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[9,1,4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n